It just happens whenever I serve and see the needs of others, and my inadequacy in various aspects - whether it's me being not sensitive enough, or me not leading the group well, or me not knowing what response to give when others open their hearts and share with me something troubling them... but then I learned that I was looking into my own ability too much, that I forgot that there is no difficulty in God! During the leadership training programme at church today, Adrian reminded us that "every road in Him is a straight path; and the only thing that differs is the price to be paid for each path". If God has put me in today's situation, not only do I have to learn to be humble to accept what is given, but LOVE it because He has chosen this path particularly for me. It must suit me best and is the best curriculum for me to learn the lesson He wants me to learn, in order to live out my purpose of life,
Afterall, I might not be a good daughter, I am a daughter; I might not be a good servant, I am a servant; I might not be a good sister, but I am a sister. These roles are royal appointments on me, and it is surely a blessing to even have a role here on earth! :D